A Lost Treasure

Oh God!A little bad time .Life's is really unpreditable.I shouldnot say this again after having a good experience of it two years back but still.............What I feel that friends are the great treasure that you have in your life and I always take care of my friendships delicately.But in last few days two of my very good friends shifted to some other parts of India and my childhood friend expired on 3 june.This blow was quiet a big for me ,once again.We were friends since 1984,we had played together ,stayed together and even now we were very close to each other.One fine morning she got burnt and few days later she died.Once again I was in deep thoughts ,thinking so many things ,not able to concentrate during meditation ,feeling so low .So finally got up yesterday ,went out for shopping ,a good workout in the morning today and back to my yoga classes.Really you have to pull out yourself from all these blackholes.Best way is to pamper yourself a lot and thanks to my parents who take care of all these things .Apart from that God has given me an ANGEL to take care of and love her.Some person(I wouldnot like to name that person here) had once told me to leave that beautiful ANGEL ,who is nobody else but my daughter, in an orphange or any railway station so that whosoever needs her can take her from there, had actually given me so much strength that I stood up with this spirit that I cant throw my daughter anywhere and nobody should dare think about it even.Rather I would whole heartedly thank that person now for helping me becoming a very good mother to my child.May God bless that person.The mother daughter bond we share is wonderful.We understand each other so well that we really neednot to speak at times to express our emotions.But here I would like to thank all my friends apart from God and parents for helping me in those troubled times .They all were standing like pillars around me at that time and they actually protected me from everything that was coming on my way.My sincere thanks to all those phone calls,personal visits ,orkut scraps and mails that have helped me from breaking down.