Crayons....................................

Really wanted to write this for my future memories.....................
Today when my daughter came back from her school ,I checked her bag as usual and I was surprised to see that the crayons that I had got for her yesterday were all broken.Behaving normally ,I simply asked her that who broke her crayons and to my surprise her answer was "Vanya"and she looked so happy telling me her name.I was like what to say,what to ask,yesterday only I had bought them,but its all gone................Then slowly I asked her ,"Why did you break them?"She replied sweetly"Mummy,my friend's crayons box had 20 colors and my box had 15 ,so I broke all the colors in two pieces,so now the number is 30.The stress that she had put on word "thirty" made it very clear to me that how concerned she was for numbers.But Im happy that she is learning simple maths with these tricks.And that gives me the great feeling.She is the same girl who had become extremely silent and dumb one and half years back and I used to cry to see her ,but now she is a typical "Girl" who can speak for hours at strech.Thanks to God and everyone around me for giving me all that support at the time of need.

Wonderful life................

I had never thought that life could be so beautiful.Looking back,terrible time,nothing but a big black hole and finally I am able to pull out myself and everybody in my family out of it and Im really happy about it.Thanks to God for giving me that strength and thankfully things are very well in track.I enjoy life at the fullest now and I make sure everyone in family whether its my daughter ,my parents or my brother everyone should be able to live happily.A perfect balance is needed in life and I am able to achieve that now.I pay all the required attention to my little one ,drop her to school ,pick her up,help her with her homework and play with her her park everydayand for sure weekends ,we all go out ,to have fun.Very well planned,two movies in a month ,generally going to fun rebublic,having food at haldiram's or mac donald's.My gym regularly,then my yoga classes,40 min brisk walk.I make it sure to give full time to myself along with being commited towards family.
I have started reading novels also these days.I was a short stories person and used to watch my papa in law reading big,thick novels and used to ask him often that how did he maintain patience till the end of novel but now I understand that very well.......I have read so many novels now that almost addicted to them and really time flies once you start.Apart from that I do read very short stories to be told to my little one everyday.Thats also fun.She relates every story with her daily life experiences.
Sometimes I feel these days that the time just flies off.and I must say yoga and meditation has helped me achieving full control over my mind and I know my aim clearly and am heading towards it.................
Thanks God for all your great givings to me.
In all this,when I sit and think "Do I really want to go in past?"Does my daughter wants to see all that again?
Oops ,the problem is ,I should have time to think about all this ...........but really,I swear these things hardly come to my mind now because of being soooooooooo occupied.To some extent my daughter and brother have made my life so wonderful because when they talk you can actually feel that their world is so beautiful and colorful and so is mine now